So i continue....

Sitting at my drawing board drawing blanks.  Revisiting the Ghosts of Passions Past... realizing that you can't make anyone feel what you feel for it.  You have to find your own worth in a thing.  So, because it's my passion, i will make passionate love to it.  Being fruitful and multiplying it upon the earth.  Purposely putting on blinders to block out distractions, mowing them down when they get in direct view.  Asking God to assist me in correct battles, leaving behind those that aren't mine.  It's hard to know when knowledge is blocked from you.  Lord reveal the truth... the battlefield of the mind is a dangerous place to fight.  Sometimes i feel crazy because of the things i have to think in order to just maintain. Remain the same, never. Quite clever.. allowing you to see only what i want you to.  It's healthy to create distance, like, "I fly above all my haters"..i fly above, only in Love with the Most High, the High I feel when we're together makes me want more..................................... so i continue.  I will never quit.  I know that there is Territory out there for me that is mine and only mine.  Even if i have to go through many drafts of it in order to perfect it, just call this draft 333.... perfect number if you ask me.  It signifies a relentless nature in me, a desire to get it right no matter how many nights i spend on my face.  Hearing false voices and trusting it only leads to me perfecting the One True voice of God.  So i continue....on and on until the dawn no longer breaks..... i wonder how much longer it'll take...|||