Every time i smell poot, i look around like imma be able to tell who did it... lol.. why? LIke the person who did it is just gon' look @ me and be like, "it was me, i did it! It was dem chipz" ... jess ignit! [[RandomNESS]]
I love me... lol... sometimes i think there's an asterick next to me wherever i go. Especially wen i really am reflecting Godly behavior. Why not say ONLY wen i'm reflecting God? Well there were times wen i wasn't and still there was God's grace that kept me in the light so... there! lol.. i love the fact that i can pick up any artistic endeavor and say to it... "i own yew"! lol...
I love the fact that sometimes wen i'm sad... if i listen close enough i can hear songs in my spirit that is exactly what i'm feeling... i then know that the Holy Spirit is speaking to me about how and why i'm feeling that way... and sometimes a song will be playing in my head and i know that my spirit is actually encouraging me to celebrate God WITH Him... it's awesome being me! lol.. only because Jesus lives with me.... yep... i said it... HE LIVES WITH ME... He's in my body, He's in my home, He's in my Husband and He's in my Life.... literally my day to day process. He's constantly removing things from me... some things are shocking because i didn't know that i even had them in me to begin with.
Hmmm... i look around at my job and my perspective changes a lot. I ask God things that most people would be afraid to ask because they still think God is a God that will "strike" them down right where they stand. Well, I don't know who your god is... but MY God... welcomes conversation, questions and relationship. I love the fact that greatness is within me always... i love the fact that God will use me to minister to children and then their parents!! One of my brothers told me that it's like that because there is a serious anointing on my life and that although i'm starting out with kids, i could reach anybody. Me and the hubby have preached to the young and the old, the single and the married... even different races of people. What an honor to be Christ's ambassador.
I also love that fact that I can't do what you do and you can't do what I do. That because of that there is no need for envy... because where God is sending you, I can't go and where He's sending me you can't go either! One of the hardest things for me to recognize at times... is who is meant to take this journey with you and who were meant to teach you something and then move on... that's always been hard. I love hard you know? So when i love you.. .i want you to share in what God has shown and given me... and NOW thank you! lololol... but that's just not how God needs for things to be. I can love you... but i still might have to leave you to do wat God called me to do. For ministry... for ANY type of ministry... things have to quiet down in your personal life so that there can be a healthy balance of home and Him. If not, you'll cause more pain then you intended. V and I are finally at a peaceful place in our lives and marriage... so... guess what time it is now? lololol...yeeew guessed it~~ MINISTRY TIME...
Man, it seem like everytime i speak to my Shannaboo... she drop another level of Wisdom on my forehead and it just encourages me to keep goin'... that it's only "time"...that's all... it's only "time" to do what God spoke in you at your conception. Is it time for everybody?? NO... HECK no... just because everybody around you is moving in Christ doesn't mean you're ready... you can't just walk out of knee surgery and run a marathon can you?? Take your time, go through physical therapy, get your balance back... get to know the new knee better and learn what type of pressure you can put on it before it starts to hurt... do this with your spiritual walk... WE rush... not God... His time, on the other hand, is perfect and perfectly rationed out!
All I ask? Get outta my way... because i'm not stopping.
[[RandomNEss paragraph]]
There is a building across from me coming down and it's beautiful to me... because i what i see is the clearing out of the old in preparation for the new.. thnx to my spiritual eyez i see that in me too... wow... Michelleville is getting a facelift on all fronts.. what a place... it's a bright place... electricity at night still looks like the calming flickerz of candles... harmony is a prerequisite and whatever or whoever brings strife has to leave... effective IMMEDIATELY!! Christ leads and often teaches on every block simultaneously... what a place... hmm... let me stop there because it is, afterall, a secret society that you get in by invitation only! i hear a song right now that has the sharpest harmonies in it...wow... i'm swaying my body back and forth as i listen... it makes me smile because it makes me think about happy stuff ~~~smile~~~ i'm getting a puppy soon... a Boston Terrier... they are super cute... i wonder is it weird that i hate to have living things because i'm afraid they'll die... hmmm... guess that's just a part of life on this side of things. Why am i so irritated by my co workers flip flopz... dang! I have some though, why doesn't it irritate me? I'on know... but i'm constantly worried about whether or not it's irritating someone else...lolol... 'Chelleville stuff...lol.. why do i care about offending others so much? i used to be unabashed about my stuff... but i guess since Jesus took over Michelleville, the whole culture changed... love it! I wonder sometimes if i would be able to break dance and pop lock if my boobz weren't so big...LOLOLOLOLOL... i'm foreal crackin' up about that one....lolololol... HECKY NAW... i still wouldn't be able to... i juss ain't built that way... but i got the baddest two step in town. I think i make God laugh... a LOT... if i told you why, i would have to kill you ...SIKE nah....lololol... but i still aint tellin'... k... i think i'm done... hmmm... oh wait... this is gonna be my sayin' for a while... well at least until sumn else comes up: "LOOK! I don't have an ego...I just love how awesome I am..."
~Michelleville
I love me... lol... sometimes i think there's an asterick next to me wherever i go. Especially wen i really am reflecting Godly behavior. Why not say ONLY wen i'm reflecting God? Well there were times wen i wasn't and still there was God's grace that kept me in the light so... there! lol.. i love the fact that i can pick up any artistic endeavor and say to it... "i own yew"! lol...
I love the fact that sometimes wen i'm sad... if i listen close enough i can hear songs in my spirit that is exactly what i'm feeling... i then know that the Holy Spirit is speaking to me about how and why i'm feeling that way... and sometimes a song will be playing in my head and i know that my spirit is actually encouraging me to celebrate God WITH Him... it's awesome being me! lol.. only because Jesus lives with me.... yep... i said it... HE LIVES WITH ME... He's in my body, He's in my home, He's in my Husband and He's in my Life.... literally my day to day process. He's constantly removing things from me... some things are shocking because i didn't know that i even had them in me to begin with.
Hmmm... i look around at my job and my perspective changes a lot. I ask God things that most people would be afraid to ask because they still think God is a God that will "strike" them down right where they stand. Well, I don't know who your god is... but MY God... welcomes conversation, questions and relationship. I love the fact that greatness is within me always... i love the fact that God will use me to minister to children and then their parents!! One of my brothers told me that it's like that because there is a serious anointing on my life and that although i'm starting out with kids, i could reach anybody. Me and the hubby have preached to the young and the old, the single and the married... even different races of people. What an honor to be Christ's ambassador.
I also love that fact that I can't do what you do and you can't do what I do. That because of that there is no need for envy... because where God is sending you, I can't go and where He's sending me you can't go either! One of the hardest things for me to recognize at times... is who is meant to take this journey with you and who were meant to teach you something and then move on... that's always been hard. I love hard you know? So when i love you.. .i want you to share in what God has shown and given me... and NOW thank you! lololol... but that's just not how God needs for things to be. I can love you... but i still might have to leave you to do wat God called me to do. For ministry... for ANY type of ministry... things have to quiet down in your personal life so that there can be a healthy balance of home and Him. If not, you'll cause more pain then you intended. V and I are finally at a peaceful place in our lives and marriage... so... guess what time it is now? lololol...yeeew guessed it~~ MINISTRY TIME...
Man, it seem like everytime i speak to my Shannaboo... she drop another level of Wisdom on my forehead and it just encourages me to keep goin'... that it's only "time"...that's all... it's only "time" to do what God spoke in you at your conception. Is it time for everybody?? NO... HECK no... just because everybody around you is moving in Christ doesn't mean you're ready... you can't just walk out of knee surgery and run a marathon can you?? Take your time, go through physical therapy, get your balance back... get to know the new knee better and learn what type of pressure you can put on it before it starts to hurt... do this with your spiritual walk... WE rush... not God... His time, on the other hand, is perfect and perfectly rationed out!
All I ask? Get outta my way... because i'm not stopping.
[[RandomNEss paragraph]]
There is a building across from me coming down and it's beautiful to me... because i what i see is the clearing out of the old in preparation for the new.. thnx to my spiritual eyez i see that in me too... wow... Michelleville is getting a facelift on all fronts.. what a place... it's a bright place... electricity at night still looks like the calming flickerz of candles... harmony is a prerequisite and whatever or whoever brings strife has to leave... effective IMMEDIATELY!! Christ leads and often teaches on every block simultaneously... what a place... hmm... let me stop there because it is, afterall, a secret society that you get in by invitation only! i hear a song right now that has the sharpest harmonies in it...wow... i'm swaying my body back and forth as i listen... it makes me smile because it makes me think about happy stuff ~~~smile~~~ i'm getting a puppy soon... a Boston Terrier... they are super cute... i wonder is it weird that i hate to have living things because i'm afraid they'll die... hmmm... guess that's just a part of life on this side of things. Why am i so irritated by my co workers flip flopz... dang! I have some though, why doesn't it irritate me? I'on know... but i'm constantly worried about whether or not it's irritating someone else...lolol... 'Chelleville stuff...lol.. why do i care about offending others so much? i used to be unabashed about my stuff... but i guess since Jesus took over Michelleville, the whole culture changed... love it! I wonder sometimes if i would be able to break dance and pop lock if my boobz weren't so big...LOLOLOLOLOL... i'm foreal crackin' up about that one....lolololol... HECKY NAW... i still wouldn't be able to... i juss ain't built that way... but i got the baddest two step in town. I think i make God laugh... a LOT... if i told you why, i would have to kill you ...SIKE nah....lololol... but i still aint tellin'... k... i think i'm done... hmmm... oh wait... this is gonna be my sayin' for a while... well at least until sumn else comes up: "LOOK! I don't have an ego...I just love how awesome I am..."
~Michelleville
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