A year riding public transportation is too long. After a certain amount of time, it begins to test your sanity. I can definitely feel the heat being turned up...
One thing I'm certain of, is who God is... Matthew 5:45 makes it clear that He is is the same God in prosperous times as He is in the fruitless times... that whether you're a good person or a bad person, God never deviates from His position: 45-that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. What does this mean to me? It means that although I'm being fought unfairly on every side... and although the enemy has bruised my heal, I will crush his head with the knowledge that God is STILL a God of blessings, grace, mercy, love and perfection! That- Though He slay me Yet Will I Trust Him! (Job 13:15) Who else can I trust? Where else would I go, He is all that I hope for. What is my alternative? To believe the enemy??? I'd rather die== So while I stand here bleeding, I will still praise the Lord. Because there is NO ONE like Him! There is NO ONE MORE WORTHY to be praised!
I knew- the moment my path became uncovered that I would be fought on every side. That the heat would get turned up so high that there wouldn't be ONE day that goes by that I wouldn't have tears welling up in my eyes. The enemy saw the hand of God reach down and touch my territory to enlarge it, and pounced. Yet he has lost. He can't have what God has for me. I won't let him take it, not even a single yard. My finances are being attacked, my friends are being attacked, their marriages are being attacked, their children are being attacked, my health is being attacked, my family is attacking me, my job is always attacking me & even strangers that don't even know me are attacking me... yet I stand. Ephesians 6:13-13 Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
I know satan and his goons want to break me down BEFORE I walk into my destiny. The flames are getting hotter and are shooting higher- the stakes are higher... and just one slip could devastate my whole mission. Yet I am not afraid! This organization for teen girls WILL be registered and ready by January 1. Only God can stop me and since He spoke this for me even BEFORE the foundation of the world began, I don't think He will.
Pray for me Saints. I'm in a battle, THE battle. I can touch, taste and smell the piece of the kingdom that God gave me to bring forth and the enemy is trying to stop it. Sometimes I feel like I'm standing on my own, but I know that's a lie... if you could only lift your eyes up to Heaven on my behalf today, even for a moment and ask God for a supernatural favor for me and my family- please do so.
May God Richly bless you today!
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